Wednesday, November 12, 2008

POETRY

She moved like poetry in motion
ecliptic into a universe of tears
where words bare the burdens of buried thoughts.
She walks on clouds of lessons learned
falling from grace at an early age.
For her mind represents patterns
forming phrases of rhymes.
She is time standing still
frozen into moments of eternity until she moves.
I am incarcerated into the black hole of her lyrics.
She speaks to my soul's contentment
from the hypnotic flow of her hip movement.
I learn to understand her within each stanza
until each word transforms into lines
forming paragraphs until pages become endless.
In a world filled with chaos she gives me freedom.
Escaping from the darkness
with the glow of her candlelight.
She spreads her insight to my inner demons
entrapping me till I find myself possessed,
with my soul laid to rest
exhaling a dying man's last breath.

She is every metaphoric phrase,
every simile or hyperbole
used in conjunction or individually.
For she can stand alone on a page completely free
and comfortable because she is allowed to be herself.
Her glamour is isolated and unique,
the curls of her hair like looping pen strokes
the bat of her eyes resemble
commas and quotations
the pucker of her lips like bold text on the page
and the scent of her skin
like fresh artistry written on paper.
She is paradise captured into humanistic form.
She was born beautiful into an ugly society
where her words confuse the minds of the normal
because she's misunderstood.
She can contaminate the planet
with a plague of her own predictions.
She is a psychologist philosophizing
the philosophical philosophy of people's pain.

She is the pen.
Ink flows from the pores of her skin
tattooing white sheets of paper
with her inner most secrets.
She spreads like a virus transferring her poison
from one word to the next
until every letter is contaminated with her vision.
Her eyes envision this Earth as her prison
with the letters POETRY
on her heart as an inscription.
She is addition, subtraction,
multiplication and division.
She is the line that separates 
a new faze from tradition.

She is 360* degrees of rotation,
an orbital goddess of circular motion.
She is the voice box transferring messages
through open mouth and tongue
affecting mental brainwaves and eardrums
till the spirit becomes high.
For her ink bleeds more blue and black
words on paper
than stars cloud the midnight sky.
She is a thought, a phrase, a meaning of expression.
Exquisite in every sense of the word.
For she is POETRY!!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Change (first draft)

FOR BARACK OBAMA!!!

(he asked)
Were you around during the 1963 Dr. King walk
from Bermingham, Alabama to Washington D.C.
or even during his assasination in Memphis
on the balcony deck....

No I wasn't!

(he asked)
Were you alive during the rise of Malcolm X
within the world of Muslims and minorities
while Mohammed Ali rose to superstardom.
Did you see Malcolm shot down
by his own brown skinned brothers?

No I didn't!

(he asked)
Did you see the silent boycott
of blacks in back seats by Rosa Parks
who sat in the "Whites Only" section?
Refusing to move so negros
could be considered equal.

No I didn't!

(he asked)
Where you present when Harriet Tubman
led black slaves through the underground railroad
so they could escape whips to flesh
and field working futures?

No I wasn't!

But I am a part of Black History.
I am a witness of change.
The part that turned black history month
into a 4 year celebration.
The part that re-defined 50 years
of dominance by creating change
in every fashion.
I am part of black history
that saw a black man overcome segregation
like Magic overcame AIDS.

I am the NEXT Black President!!!!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

UNTITLED

If our universes don't combine
To form a galaxy of forever
I will wait for u at the end of time,
Holding the last grain of sand in my palm.
Standing on the apocalypse of love,
Destruction formed into an emotion called pain.
One foot on the graveled patch of Earth
Known as the end of the world
The other suspended in the atmosphere of the unknown.
Praying that heartbreak doesn't overthrow love's throne.
Uncertain about my place in romantic destiny
Wanting and hoping for extraordinary ecstasy.
Not wanting to fall into the black hole of ex-boyfriends,
Husbands, and love interests.
Sinking into the erotic darkness of past relationships.
But no matter the outcome I am waiting here for u to return.
Fighting the satanic winds sent to wipe away my machismo
So that we eclipse into another
Painful memory…

YOU & I

Our destiny's were ordained even before we engaged in conversation.
It's been more than 5 years but now we stand eye to eye facing.
A lifetime of timelines lay between our first glance
And this unexpected romance.
But when our attraction enhanced
We found our lives intertwined on the silver lining of our minds.
And as we exchanged our hellos and goodbyes,
Somewhere in-between sparks began to fly.
We gave way to these unforeseen dreams,
The kind that leave you breathless when kissing.
Vessels penetrating the cerebral cortex of this intellectual sex,
Better yet this mind fuck leaving me stuck off the ways
Our intellect connects till it shreds the ignorance of our love critics.
Most people just analyze this shit but only a few actually live it.
And we met by accident; you were trying out something new
With a guy that you weren't really into,
And I was living the independent, single male lifestyle.
But when I saw you I felt a tingle deep into my soul
And it caused this cold heart to relight its fire
So our flame could burn eternally.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

THE POISON OF A WOMAN

Your face is more radiant than sunshine.
With a style so fine you leave men feeling tension
as their mouths dangle in suspension
while you pass them by.
Uplifting me with a natural high.
With skin feeling as warm as the sun's rays,
causing guys to fall on subconscious knees and pray
giving God the praise for each day you walk this Earth.
Blessed since birth you touch makes me betray 
every ounce of my resistance against your magnetic force.
Massaging my brain with your mental intercourse,
see you had me open in 5 seconds flat.
With no contract to keep my thoughts in tact.
I have to put on my thinking cap 
so I can tap into your emotional map
in order to get my life back on course.

Instead of verbal language I use Morse Code,
codenamed White Horse or Princess Pegasus.
You turn optimists into pessimist 
with a beauty that causes metamorphosis
from lighted images into secluded periods of darkness.
My photosynthesis gives me temporary night vision senses
so that I may envision each layer of your multi-dimensions.
Feelings left unmentioned because this ink based pen 
can't write with a long enough distance
to express all these feelings buried deep inside.
My pride won't allow me to subside 
because your power keeps changing like the tide.
Your heart pulls me in then pushes me aside 
like an oceanic wave.
For you I crave with eyes that star gaze
while blazing trails on a journey through 
magic spells and wishing wells
filled with the fairy tales of your fountain of youth.
Possessing no proof I am searching desperately for my destiny
and it could lie within you.

But there is no use chasing what could be truths.
Because you refuse to be used so you keep on your walking shoes
and leave footprints across broken hearts.
I try to play my part but the heels on your high-heeled shoes 
pierce me like a dart.
Your affection is only temporary because it fades away like Sade
trapped with 11 tracks of this Lover's Rock.
I cock block attempting to get a head start on the competition
but forgetting that Somebody already broke my Heart.

You see I was told never to start what can't be finished,
although my intent is not to diminish your reputation
but rather to relinquish your inner motivation 
and change your negativity.
You must have been sleeping with the enemy I mean literally
cuz you got me like Gnarls Barkley...
I think I'm crazy...I think I'm crazy....
I think I'm crazy....well possibly.

You see what I can't fathom is why you claim gypsy queen
but continue wandering the scene destroying dreams
like the shattered lives of drug fiends.
There aren't enough steps of my Nicorete patch 
to cure the unending desperation
for the urging sensation of your human nicotine.
You make grown men shout out words that are obscene
as you contaminate every cell in their blood stream
till it paralyzes their bodies from their heads down to their spleen
I mean really it's merely impossible to withstand the impulses
of your hypnotic vibe.
The ancient scribes don't provide me with enough info 
to predict your tempo
that altered my ego from normal to nymphomaniac.
Attacking my thinking track 
by revealing the powers of your black zodiac.
Making my body collapse from your voodoo rituals
causing my spiritual to be overcome by your physical.

I need a doctor to check my vitals 
to see if my systolic and diastolic heart palpitations
seem normal because my subconscious condition is critical.
Caught inside your tornado I have become a casualty 
to your supernatural disaster.
You should be called a master because each drop of rain 
that you produce causes my cup to overflow 
I'm losing control to your mental camouflage.
Refusing to let down my guard I battle against all odds 
while you try to dislodge me with delusion.
I find myself sinking in your quicksand 
filled with conflict and confusion
but you should be using your powers for good.
Instead your evilness continues to possess various areas of my flesh
and though I protest against your willfulness
I still feel vulnerable to your kiss....
the moisture within your lips.
The salsa y meringue sway of your hips 
causes my mind to slip in and out of consciousness.
Damn how much I mss that small amount of time we spent 
but the fact of the matter is
I fell victim to your venomous touch.
Like Eve when she persuaded Adam 
to eat the apple from the tree of life.
You are the Spear of Destiny that pierced the side of Jesus Christ.
Able to entice mankind into complete submission.
You are poison's princess 
and I have become infected with your venom!!

SHE IS 13

Stomach swollen into a cylinder filled, adolescent mind,
covered in the skin of mistakes born wrong.
She is backstriken spinal cord bent in weariness
from walking this Earth older than she.
Made to depend on the only soul not guaranteed to break her stride...
Herself!!!

But it was the harsh and frequent lashes of her stepfather's hand
that led her down this crippled and weary road.
She pushes cracked and battered toes across Columbus stolen,
formerly Native owned lands.
Journeying through life crossing roads paved
on top of the unmarked graves of former ancestral slaves.
Beaten and bruised feet from wood crafted footboards,
bathromm stall floors, and broken ally bottles
where she is made to earn a few dollars.
Left with no options and zero role models
she looks toward Dead Presidential faces to be her fore fathers.
Following their "In God We Trust" motto
till it speaks hymnals in her eardrums and pockets.
Penetrating the very depth of her sleep
while she clinches pillow covered sheets.
Jolted from her slumber by the electric convulsions
of her own muscle spasmed seizures.
Remembering the timelss mornings she has awakened
to a blood soaked Jersey fitted sheet purchased from IKEA,
Not knowing if it's her nose or her womb.
Made from cotton, crafted in a factory
where more workers lose jobs than dreams, fabricated
from 50 plus years of bloody harvesting fields.
And you can still hear in the distance in the shrieking sounds
of connected chains attached to whip inflicted mahogany bones,
dragging decrepit punished souls,
but she never feels Their sacredly concealed spirits
evaporating from the very sheets 
on which she exchanges skin for meat
until she awakens into a pool of disappointment.
With each step and breath she regrets the life she leads.
Trying to carve her path through the stone and cement reality of life
but instead she creates a dysfunctional seed.
Posted on street corners where his congregation consists
of other euphoric minded souls.
Trapped in this state of nirvana, these future kings and queens
crowd the crack houses like fools to gold.
Caught in a vortex of volcanic reconstruction.
Where teenage women conceive children 
because of un-parented decisions.
For she is only 13!!!

Descendant of the Royal Bloodlne where 13
was next in line to be crowned Queen.
Traveling through life lost, her cost paid to society with her payment
the sacrifice of her child to these unforgiving streets.
Until her number is tallied along with the warrior women 
that came before her as it totals the inner cities status quo.
Her CD player worth more than her fractured self-concept,
crushed into hieroglyphic snapshots of struggle.
Her pain echoes a song like psalms,
playing on the soundtrack of her subconscious.
Her stomach, swollen into a cylinder filled,
adolescent mind, covered in the skin of mistakes born wrong.
Stretch marks resembling life's cold,
callus grip, tearing at her pregnant belly.
She's an empress turned prostituted drug fiend.
Descendant of the Royal Bloodline
where 13 was next in line to be crowned Queen.
Although she will never be...